WHAT WAS GOD REALLY AFRAID OF By Roy Johnson
                            What was God really afraid of By Roy Johnson

The first thing I want to say before going into this controversial story is that I exercise all rights
and copyright laws applicable to this story.  This Research and finding is based upon my own
personal experience and is not to be taken as any actual fact or fiction.  It is merely my view from
my own research and experience.  

Secondly, I would state that if you hold true to your bible or religious belief and feel offended by
anyone who would cast doubt on your belief in God, then I would strongly and highly
recommend that you do not read this material or take it personal or out of context.

Finally, the expressed words in all of it's context are taken from an argumentative view point,
with several years of research, logical and philosophical view, as well as personal experience,
and is not meant to defame or deny any ordinance or form of religion.    Even with all my belief
which goes far beyond my expressions within this text, I must still make a valid argument which
I strongly believe and know to be the truth regardless of my spiritual and personal preference.   
What follows is not for the "weak of mind or weak of heart".  I feel strongly that I should help
someone dearly who really wants their mind opened. I am just here to deliver the facts and not to
twist them for personal gain; so here it goes! I defer to give you scripture, but I will make
reference to what is available, it is up to you to find out if it is fact or false. Good luck!

My first thought when I was going to write this is that I wanted no one to get hold of this material,
because I felt that I only had the secret rights to it. But then, I hope that I am not alone in my
thoughts; But in all my life with all my studies and beliefs in hopes of finding the TRUTH of my
religious background, I had some very tough questions regarding history of scriptures and the
interpretations of those scriptures which are as follows, in no particular order:

The universe is created with hidden agenda and deception, how could anyone from within that
universe be right?

I am 100% sure that i come from a intelligence far advanced than that of the world I currently live
in; meaning, that the current planet earth in the 20th - 21st century is not the world I hold as my
own, but i will not deny that i am a part of.  To me, it is all an illusion, a falseness mixed with
some facts, that there is no silver bullet to how everything came into existence.

There is something which puzzles me beyond everything I've ever studied in my life and it is the
1611 King James Bible along with all the teachings of various versions including the amplified
King James and various Christian scripts.  I have a big problem with interpretations and written
formats.  

Make note that I, at one point, I was a person who upheld with earnest belief, 100% of the
scriptures and the findings of what  was taught as the dead sea scrolls and scriptures, inspired
by god, written by man; but as the years got longer and the times wore on, I came to an
unearthing finding, that what i believed came questionable and what i later found, enlightening.
What i once knew as only partial to what actually exist in both history and logic as well as
spirituality.  It was so many things unlearned, unturned and unanswered. Try the truth by some
defining point, test it, work it out, experience it if possible, and find the physical evidence not
only on a personal level, but with several other diversified witnesses who can testify that you are
not alone, and understand that what you have studied and learned is fact or merely a partial of a
greater truth, or is it just another false rabbit hole built on purpose or by mistake to confuse an
already oppressed mental and spiritual estate of an entity including that of human?

Scripture may well be given by inspiration of God Almighty, but it is your job to find out if that
scripture you hold is fully accurate or partial.  The one thing many fail to utilize is common sense
and logic as well as a keen sense of spirituality.  (1) Don't be foolish to think that only forty
people was used to interpret the scripture and were used to write scripture. Come on! There are
literally thousands responsible for the scriptures, and they come from various backgrounds and
ethnicities.  It would be more accurate to believe scripture was written by more than 400,000
collective minds of individuals who both physically witnessed and was told by word of mouth of
all the accounts of scripture.  (2) Remember, that if heaven was so peaceful, then why was there
war there? (3)Don't just trust any one persons witness or account and remember that the large
populations can get it wrong too. (4) Remember that everything upon everything is built or
designed to fail; even if it is not done on purpose, it is just what it is by face value. At best and
for whatever the reason or cause, everything fails and cease at a point. (5) It is possible to pass
intelligence and experience from one entity to another without actually having gone through it
yourself physically or spiritually.  You can actually have the memory of someone else pass from
them to you or vise versa. (6) If God is everything, then why would He cast anyone out of heaven
even Lucifer or Satan? (7) God has no fear and is pure love and is not afraid of anyone who is
full of Him or Her or Itself.  (8) Find out who is doing the writing and how did they interpret the
story.  A lot of history is bent upon bias interpretations based on the views of the person writing
the story(s).  (9) If God can read your mind, then why would you need to fast and pray to
Him?(10) 'Let us make man in our image in our likeness' meaning that God was not alone in the
design of human life.

Chapter 1

In the beginning, God created everything, but at some point, particularly when making Adam and
Eve, God became afraid and/or offended that Adam and Eve was told the truth about knowing
good and Evil.  God was so offended that He cursed the ground and the serpent and sent
various curses that would result in a earth designed to fail. Grief, suffering and death would be a
result and from that moment in time, it has been the continual non-ending result of earth and
various forms of living creatures.  

My understanding is that it was ALL mans fault that the world is in such estate. Even if this is
true, we must considered the holistic evidence that the actual person (entity) responsible for
making those things come to pass was this same God who formed the world out of his own
imagination and with the blast of his words and nostrils and hands, thus, the continuing
non-ending cycle of the fate of life upon planet earth.

My question is, what was this God afraid of that he would be angry that men would know good
and evil, right and wrong? Why would God be offended if an ignorant man who knew little would
find out about him? Why would God later be afraid that men would reach heaven where He
abode, so much that He would come down and send confusion to them that men would once
again be confused and scattered in thought and tongue?

Before I get too far into this finding I want to let you know right off, that i am from a world where
the true God is not afraid if you learn of him and not afraid if you know good and evil.

God is not confined to a male or females body, or any physical body of flesh and blood.

I am from a world where God does not demand sacrifice or worship of Him.  I am from a world
where God does not demand men to pray or give Him glory or reverence.

I am from a world where God does not bribe men, promising them mansions in heaven and
eternal life if they accept him or his Son.  I am from a world where God does not make threats of
a burning hell or cause one to fear Him by threating that He could destroy both body and soul in
hell and beyond existence.  I am from a world where God is not threatened by any entity living or
dead.  I am from a world where there is no forced intelligence and there is no fear of thrones or
worthiness or any acclaim.  I am from a world that if there was a Satan, that my God would not be
offended if this Satan wanted to be equal with Him.   

In my mind, it seemed that someone or entity had the ability to make and control life, and when
was threatened, would do awful things to those life-forms which where made. It seems like this
God was either very immature or just ignorant or fearful of His very existence, as if He had
something vulnerable to hide.    

I am from a world where it is okay to be vulnerable and where nothing is hidden, not even mans
origins.

If you think you know your God, then you haven't been honest enough to your very own
existence. Just who is truly the God of this world anyway?  Just because someone has the
power to make or break you doesn't necessarily mean that they are the final say so.  Trust me, If
i had this power to create something with just my thoughts and words that even i could be
arrogant as to do what ever i wanted to my creation, but remember, I am just a man, but a few
years from now, I might get the power to create a lessor being and world and control that world
or worlds with it's life-forms, but it still doesn't make me the final say, because there are others
who are just like me and even better in mind, act or deed who could better run not only my
world, but other worlds.   

Open your mind and realize the truth, that what you think is truth could be a sincerely partial
gathering of information which is not fully accurate.    

This page is dedicated to the entity who seeks the facts and not just their beliefs.
This page is fully integrated accurate physical and scientific intelligence.

I am here to help the very few who want out or who want the right answers to what is

Free your mind and body...Know Thyself.

My will is to help you know more truth, that you would choose to be free in your thinking.  Even
if you are free in your thinking, there may be strong evidence that you will not be freed within
your body, but that remains to be seen.  

My physical findings is that all physical life in various worlds end in death.  You can only
speculate what happens afterwards, let us all hope that what you believe is actual and that there
is a good life after this death.  Let us not hope that we have to come back to this prison planet,
that we have full memory of who we where before and after we die.

There is strong physical evidence that we come back to earth and that we are re-inserted to live
a biological slave life again. It is control and force of will, even if it appears that we have our own
will, that does not matter if we have little or no control of what happens to our body(s).   

May the true originator of all entities help us!

MY OBSERVATION

God fucked up: Admit it, God made a mistake when he made earth and animals; the hard
physical evidence is present. What's even more fucked up, is that God cast that error of
imperfection on man as if man was the master. 'You fucking sinner you fucked up and found out
my game plan, since that is true, your life is fucking fucked up you fucking sinner man, all the
days of your life will be in complete misery and death you piece of less than crap human sinner
you!'

Earth and the inhabitants are captive and depraved: inhabitants of earth are all under
oppression, stress, death, slavery, murder, and it never ends.  One man or creature rules the
other in uttermost non-regard of surroundings, safety, respect of life-form, saving nothing but
self gain and control by force, fear and interrogations, an annihilation and domination of one
another is their continual path of logic and action, a non-winning endless pendulum.

I can clearly understand why anyone would not believe in God, because of death, which, if you
are immature and stupid and confused to think that man is the reason that death exist, then you
are as dumb as those two who had no fucking idea that what they did was even near wrong
during the accused making of Adam and Eve.

How the fuck can i be perfect and fuck up a subject as easy as a primate? It's a laughing joke.
Obviously, it is more and far more evident that our origin and control has been manipulated and
punished for at least  two thousand years and all we have to look forward to is a bunch of
trumped up bribes for mansions both body-wise and abode-wise (dwelling), with promise of
eternal life with yet still, someone who is still going to rule over our sorry depraved less than
perfect asses.

If i was Christ or the Father of Christ, i would not have people bowing down and worshipping
and giving glory because i am the best of the best, the greatest of the greatest.  Hell, earth the all
creation has seen quite enough of that shit for endless decades.  We don't need another Lord,
forcing us to do shit.  

And that whole hell fire crap.  Sounds like another fear tactic to get my way and if you don't do
what i say by my criteria, then your ass will burn burn burn, and never come back and
completely be cut off from my fellowship forever.   If there is a God, then that entity needs to
mature and grow up and stop being so fucking selfish.   Besides, if you are everything, then be
everything and stop whining about glory.  (Now for the record, if I am God, then I suppose when
I die I will realize all these things and surely there will be change for the better and i apologize, so
that is why i became a man who could sin that i could make a clear attest and make adjustment
according to personal experience.) But until that time, fuck anyone who would allow such a
fucked up situation to remain untouched.

If i am superior to you, i don't need you to tell me that i am.  It's just common sense and I don't  
expect nor need you to tell me that i am the greatest.  I will just be greater and you lessor.  Now, i
am with Christ on the notion that we all should be equal in all forms, but anyway; it's just the
way things truly are anyway.

Men are deceptive and for the most part stupid, hateful and  foolish.  They kill one another,
control one another and just are plain down-right destructive.  I think it's time to put an end to
this type of behavior and species; but maybe it can be fixed; i doubt it.



More later....